So I haven’t written on this for quite some time.
Things are so different from this time last year. For a start everyone is moving back into halls today and I am no longer at university. Don’t think it’s really hit me yet.
Secondly I don’t even live in London either, I moved back to Stratford-Upon-Avon and live in the middle of the countryside. Yeah, I’m enjoying it but it ain’t London baby. I seem to have no free time and when I do it’s spent sleeping as I’m so shattered from a day of housework and home educating a 10 year old girl.
It’s weird that even though I’m lying in bed with Greg ATM (he’s sleeping) I feel so alone. I miss my Uni friends more than I thought I would and haven’t seen them nearly as much as I would have liked. Everyone has prior commitments and money issues, myself included.
I miss my old life of partying non-stop a lot but don’t get me wrong I’m loving being with Greg and I feel more grown up and responsible but I sometimes I just need the people who know me best and know all my highs and lows to just be there to chat shit to and drink wine with. I feel like I’m at least 25 now and really I wanna just be 19 again most times and not have any responsibility except for being a supervisor at Cable and having the odd log book to write for Uni.
Adios for now……